Learn

I wanna learn 

I wanna trust

I wanna learn to trust 

What I once learned was lost

I wanna break the cycle 

And its never ending spin 

Hurt, blame, shame

And back to hurt again

But there is something inside me 

That wants to see it burn

Push it to the point of no return

Tear it down 

Let it go up in flames 

Just so I can prove myself right once again 

I wanna give

I wanna love

I wanna give love 

No hidden terms, no fear of loss

I wanna host the hurt 

Greet it at the door

Stay with it and let it go

When it won’t be needed anymore 

But there is something inside me 

That wants to see it burn

Push it to the point of no return

Tear it down 

Let it go up in flames 

Just so I can prove myself right once again 

And when it finally meets its maker 

The anger to its pain 

No longer will there be a need 

To relive it all over again

I wanna learn 

I wanna love

I wanna learn to love 

What I once split off

I wanna grieve

And I wanna cry 

When the time has come 

When there’s no need to deny 

When there’s no more need to fight